I felt like giving up, throwing in the towel, I felt i would die in the sea,
I wanted to back out, give up and walk away but you held me closer. I taught it was over but you saved me. I wanted to walk out but you said "Hold on"
My breath was getting low, my eyes were closing, my body was failing me but I kept on ! I kept on! I kept on! Because you keep on keeping me, over and over, you don't stop keeping me, you keep on holding me.
I know you made me strong, I know you made me brave but I failed now! I missed my step, I dropped my hat before it was time. I could not stand it any more. My heart way failing inside of me my flesh trying to seek expression.
My soul calling out for freedom. Can I get a minute to just breathe and have myself! So the cloud of rejection covers my eye lid. Trying wake up to the morning for a better day. Looking at tomorrow to get a Better view.
I think I got some tear in my eyes, I've been the reason behind my hurt so I want a change, I need help now, I need not see my wrong, I need not see my pain, I need not see the rejections. People change so can i, people love so have I, people live and so will I.
I'll rise from the bed of discouragement and move to the bed of comfort,
Yes I'll rise from the terrible talks and kiss happiness
Oh! Not for someone, not for the people, but for me. I choose the happiness for myself , for my body and my soul, i choose it for my sprit, I want my body to be happy as my soul is happy. I don't want go dwell in a sick body,
So I want to keep holding on to you , i don't ever want to let go, I don't ever want to go outside and feel how wasted I have become .
So I want to hold on so I can be whole with a whole me in a whole new package as new whole me.
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